Writing this reply drunk so its a fair game because i hate to play unfair and love even odds. Bottle of 750 ml. of Jack Daniels would be sufficient enough i hope. Thank you Jimmy.

All of us sometimes feel like we are standing at a crossroad in life. The decision we make might have far greater effect than we can ever imagined. Do we listen to our instincts, intuition, irrational feelings, or do we try to analyze the situation to our best ability and make a rational decision? I wish i knew the answer to this question and i wish you were here to help me. Life is a Russian Roulette you take chances and hope for the best. If the best doesn’t come through well then … life is a lethal game … take your spin. It feels like i have taken many bad spins in my life time hoping for the best only to feel lead in my skull. However, i can’t let previous bad attempts stop me from playing and enjoying my life. If i do i might never experience that sweet reliving sound of an empty chamber and who knows that might just be my jackpot. This reminds me … why doesn’t YouTube have a repeat or loop option?! I have more questions than answers as i am sure so do you. Where do we go now sweet child of mine?

I am not alone in my search for answers … in search for answers i googled (which should be a dictionary word by now) for “Pittsburgh Penguins Love” … maybe something we all have in common. First result … “I started loving the Pittsburgh Penguins today. Since I really love Penguins in general, should I move there?”

Wow me too! I love Pittsburgh Penguins … Wow I love the Penguins the cute birds. First of all that “bandwagon” crap is nothing but bullshit. I don’t normally curse in my posts as you might know it or know it not. Just when i need to make a point. Bandwagon shit makes me sick to my stomach … try to remember the time you decided to cheer for our Pens or because you were lucky enough to be born in Pittsburgh or the surrounding areas … well then that decision was probably made for you. Does it make you that much more special. Good luck believing that. Being an outsider … being born in Belarus, being a bandwagoner myself at one point in my life … its always nice to see people join our ranks as long as you stay true from this point on. Stay monogamous in your hockey relationship just like Emperor Penguins do during their mating season and well welcome to the club. I salute you! Standing up! Wish i could post a picture right now. I can but i want to focus on whats important here. Don’t let idiots get you down. I am glad you got your first Pittsburgh Penguins jersey i hope you worship it till the day you pull the trigger or life does that for you.

Moving to Pittsburgh or the surrounding areas is something i have considered myself. I love the land and the land is pretty cheap in PA. Land gives you power. Even if all else fails but you still have that land in your possession you can build a hut. You can grow your own fruits and vegetables to get you thorough the day. I know this might sound silly in the recent day and age but last night i watched 2012 and everything humanity has accomplished in past could be wiped out in matter of years, months, days, or even hours and minutes. Life is Russian Roulette. Take your spin or the spin will be taken for you.

If you truly want to try something in life … or give something a chance worst thing you can do is deny yourself that spin. If you do you might hate yourself for the rest of your life. You might take your spin and witness lead going through your skull, is that the end of the world? Is that end of life? I don’t exactly know but i would rather take the spin then never know the outcome. Sometimes the sound of a bullet blowing your brains might be the sweetest and last sound you have ever witnessed in your life time. So if you take my suggestion … i say take a spin and move to Pittsburgh. I love you all and i wish you all best of luck in your daily decisions. Wish you were here to help me with mine but all i need is just a little patience and then i’ll know.